rain-thoughts

do you know how hard it is to blog something about yourself. That strangers kan read have a peak in side your head...- LOL-

I was walking home from work, it was raining, but i didn't mind. mine thoughts could go its way... It was nice. The fresh air was coming towards me.. And i looked after a long time to the expression on peoples faces. It was nice... The whole setup was dramatic dark rainy day,but people where laughing and walking fast to their destination. Even me. But the rain made me..uhmm how shall i descibe it.. it made me feel free in some kind of strange way...

today my day went by, by observing people. I just love to read the emotions on someones face. so impressive. That brings me on a topic. I can be so happy if someone tells me that they found love in their life. It just makes me happy. To see people how they found love.. or if someone tells me good news.. i can be more happier than the other person. Some people cant understand that or find it strange. But for me it is normal to show your affection/ emotion to others if you mean it. Why should we pretend or hide it.

Sometimes I really ask myself, why are people so insecure. I know they are afraid of getting hurt. But isn't it that you just learn from all your mistakes and. That being insecure is a caracter habbit that you have to work on it. Just get all those strange ghost away from your head. Everyone has its own insecurities, but it doesn't mean that it has to rule you.

ok my head is going on and on.. from one topic to another. hope you reader can draw a line in it. and that you can understand what iam trying to write /say.